Sickness

Did the sickest piece of degeneracy I have prob ever done last night. Came home fairly pissed last night. Got in to a 10/20 plo on cake. Up 1500 or so and I get a sick cooler in a $6.5k pot. Go on to play badly and do $6k in the game before the games breaks. Steaming pissed and steaming on tilt I go in to 50/100 nlh. Down to $6k from my $10k buyin I decide if I am goin down it will be on a sick bluff. Before I no it I am on $17k connecting with dick all flops. I have the guy on the ropes but reality is kickin in. I AM PLAYIN 50/100 NLH. So I decide not to get greedy and sit out up 1k. As soon as I wake up check the acc to make sure it wasnt a dream. Played v little today went to the beach etc and other such activities that normies do. Headin out again and goin hide my laptop although I am up $10k for the week playen under the inlfuence.

All jokin aside, discipline is something I have worked on and now pride myself upon. Since I have gone full time I have reduced leaks close to zero. I am out of my natural envoirment(in galway) and as a result I played drunk. This could have cost me $15k. Luckily I won $1k but if I had done my money it would have taken me along time to get over both financially and mentally. I am running v well and feel like un beatable at the mo, mix this with drink and you have a super cocky oshy on your hands. Keeping your feet on the ground can be hard when your dealing with the kind of money that I am winning at the mo, but I have to rember I am on a heater and tougher times await. Even tough I won $1k last night I am very disapointed with my behaviour.